Who am I? I actually don't know how to answer that quite yet. What I do know is that I am human, I make mistakes and I experience sadness; But I learn from all these things to make me a better person. I am actually one of the laziest persons you will ever meet in your life, like, literally because sometimes I'm too lazy to stand up or I'm too lazy to go pee or I'm too lazy to take a bath. My laziness is actually kind of a bad thing because it makes me procrastinate a lot and I hate procrastinating but I can never avoid being lazy so that's basically my life. My life is pretty simple actually, but I do have lots of complicated things happening in my life. College. When you hear that word so many universities come running inside your mind. The first thing I think about when I hear college is De La Salle University, damn, how i wish I study there. DLSU is actually my dream school, I've dreamed of studying there since I was a little kid. Unfortunately, my parents said that the tuition fee was OA and that I should go study at the University of Santo Tomas because they graduated there. And I was like sure why not, worth a try. But then again, I was upset because I really wanted to study in DLSU. I learned to love UST, I mean, the campus is amazing, there are lots of things to do inside the campus and I really had lots of friends.
I was so overwhelmed and I didn't focus that much on my studies because I thought that no one really fails in college, but I was wrong, I failed. Not to mention the subject I failed at was Philippine History, don't get me wrong but I love the Philippines but I'm just not interested in its History. So yeah I failed, it broke my heart, I've never failed a subject before and now look, my parents were beyond disappointed, I was ashamed of myself because I was out having fun while my parents were working really hard just to give me a good education, I've never felt so horrible.so sophomore year came, I became a better person. I became more focused with my studies, I did my best. Sadly, I still didn't make it. My program was shifting me to management accounting, i told my parents, they didn't want that. They wanted me to take up accountancy, so I left UST and trasnferred to another school. That's basically the story of my terrible life, so yeah i'm still trying to make up for the mistakes i've done in the past. Hopefully I'll get there someday. besides, i'm only a 19 year old junior who basically screwed up my second chance. I do hope no one fails like me, but believe me, I will get better. I will become a CPA someday and make my parents proud.
I recently read at the Elite Daily website as to how laziness will kill your chance at success, quoted was, "we fail because we are lazy, we don’t put in an effort. Laziness has killed careers, futures, relationships, families, friendships, you name it and there has been at least one case where laziness played a large role, and effort played none."
ReplyDeleteGo Dominique! I believe that you'll get better - I actually think you are getting better. :) Just put your dreams on top of your head and make that your motivation. You'll succeed. You'll be a CPA someday and I know you'll make your parents proud. :)